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Monday, May 16th, 2005
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9:24 am
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Your Political Profile
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Overall: 15% Conservative, 85% Liberal
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Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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current mood:  groggy
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| Saturday, May 7th, 2005
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11:37 pm
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1. ( x) Napoleon Dynamite
2. ( ) Saw
3. ( ) White Noise
4. (x ) White Oleander
5. ( ) Anger Management
6. () 50 First Dates
7. ( ) Jason X
8. () Scream
9. () Scream 2
10. () Scream 3
11. () Scary Movie
12. (X) Scary Movie 2
13. () Scary Movie 3
14. (X) American Pie
15. (xAmerican Pie 2
16. (x) American Wedding
17. () Harry Potter
18. () Harry Potter 2
19. () Harry Potter 3
20. () Resident Evil I
21. () Resident Evil 2
22. (X) The Wedding Singer
23. ( ) Little Black Book
24. ( ) The Village
25. ( ) Donnie Darko
26. (X) Lilo & Stitch
27. (x) Finding Nemo
28. ( ) Finding Neverland
29. () 13 Ghosts
30. (X) Signs
31. (x (X) The Grinch (Both Versions)
32. () ( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (Old) (New)
33. ( ) White Chicks
34. () Butterfly Effect
35. ( X) Thirteen going on 30
36. ( ) I Robot
37. (X ) Dodge ball
38. ( ) Universal Soldier
39. () A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. () Along Came A Spider
41. (X) Deep impact
42. ( ) KingPin
43. (X) Never Been Kissed
44. (X) Meet The Parents
45. ( ) Meet The Fockers
46. (X) Eight Crazy Nights
47. ( X) A Cinderella Story
48. (X ) The Terminal
49. (X ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. ( ) Passport to Paris
51. (X) Dumb & Dumber
52. ( ) Dumb & Dumberer
53. () Final Destination
54. (X ) Final Destination 2
55. ( ) Halloween
56. () The Ring
57. ( ) The Ring 2
58. ( ) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
59. (X) Practical Magic
60. (X) Chicago
61. (X) Ghost Ship
62. () From Hell
63. () Hellboy
64. ( ) Secret Window
65. ( X) I Am Sam
66. (X) The Whole Nine Yards
67. ( ) The Whole Ten Yards
68. ( X) The Day After Tomorrow
69. () Child's Play
70. () Bride of Chucky
71. (X ) Ten Things I Hate About You
72. ( X) Just Married
73. ( ) Gothika
74. () A Nightmare on Elm Street
75. (X) Sixteen Candles
76. () Bad Boys
77. ( ) Bad Boys 2
78. ( ) Joy Ride
79. () Seven (SE7EN)
80. (X) Oceans Eleven
81. ( ) Oceans Twelve
82. ( ) Identity
83. ( ) Lone Star
84. (X) Bedazzled
85. ( ) Predator I
86. ( ) Predator II
87. () Independence Day
88. ( ) Cujo
89. ( ) A Bronx Tale
90. () Darkness Falls
91. ( ) Christine
92. (X) ET
93. ( ) Children of the Corn
94. ( ) My boss' Daughter
95. ( ) Maid in Manhattan
96. ( ) Frailty
97. ( ) Best Bet
98. ( X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99. (X ) She's All That
100. ( ) Calendar Girls
101. ( ) Sideways
102. () Mars Attacks
103. () Event Horizon
104. () Ever after
105. (X) Forrest Gump
106. ( ) Big Trouble in Little China
107. (X) X-Men 1
108. () X-Men 2
109.(X ) Jeepers Creepers
110. ( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
111. (X) Catch Me If You Can
112. () The Others
113. ( X)(X)(X)Freaky Friday (old, new, newer)
114. () Reign of Fire
115. (X ) Cruel Intentions
116. ( ) Hot Chick
117. ( ) Swimfan
118. ( ) Miracle
119. ( ) Old School
120. (X ) Ray
121. ( ) The Notebook
122. (X) K-Pax
123. (X) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. () Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. () Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. () A Walk to Remember
127. ( ) Boogeyman (old version)
128. () Hitch
129. ( ) Back Door Sluts 9
130. () South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131. () The Fifth Element
132. () Star wars episode I
133. () Star wars episode II
134. () Star wars episode IV
135. () Star wars episode V
136. () Star wars episode VI
137. (X) Troop Beverly Hills
138. ( ) Swimming with Sharks
139. (X) Trainspotting
140. ( ) People Under the Stairs
141. ( ) Blue Velvet
142. (X) Sound of Music
143. (X)(X) Parent Trap (new and old)
144. ( ) The Burbs
145. ( ) SLC Punk
146. (X) Meet Joe Black
147. ( ) Wild Girls
148. (X) A Clockwork Orange
149. ( )The Order
150. () Spiderman
151. () Spiderman 2
152. (x) Amelie
153. (X) Mean Girls
154. (X) Shrek
155. (X) Shrek 2
156. (x) Incredibles
157. ( )Collateral
158. () The Fast & The Furious
159. ( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
160. () Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. ( ) Closer
162. (X)The Sixth Sense
163. () Artificial intelligence
164. (x) Love actually
165. ( ) Shutter
166. ( ) Ella Enchanted
167. (X) Princess Diaries 1
168. () Princess Diaries 2
169. ( ) Constantine
170. ( ) Million Dollar Baby
171. ( x Life of David Gale
172. (x) 25th Hour
173. (x)Vanilla Sky
174. ( ) Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
175. (x) Boogie Nights
176. (X) Braveheart
177. ( ) The Anarchist Cook Book
178. (x ) How to Deal
179. (X) What About Bob?
180. (X)Billy madison
181. (X)Happy Gilmore
182. ( )Porkey's 1
183. ( )Porkey's 2
184. (x )Crossroads
185. ( )The Grudge
186. ( )Raise Your Voice
187. ()Boondock Saints
188. ( )Troy
189. ( )King Arthur
190. (x )Romeo + Juliet
191. (x )Pearl Harbor
192. ( )Saving Private Ryan
193. ()Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
194. ()Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls
195. (x )Sorority Boys
196. ( x)I Know What You Did Last Summer
197. ( )Fever Pitch
198. (X)Save the Last Dance
199. (X)Big Daddy
200. (x )Alien v. Predator
201. ( ) National Treasure
202. ( ) ( ) Amityville Horror (new and old)
203. ( ) Kung Fu Hustle
204. ( ) Sin City
205. ( ) Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
206. (X) Miss Congieniality
207. ( ) Miss Congienatitly 2: Armed and Fabulous
208. ( ) Robots
209. ( ) Constantine
210. ( ) Shaun of the Dead
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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2:43 pm
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Your brain: 180% interpersonal, 20% visual, 140% verbal, and 60% mathematical!
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Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.
Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:
- Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
- Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
- Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 98% on interpersonal |
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You scored higher than 11% on visual |
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You scored higher than 86% on verbal |
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You scored higher than 66% on mathematical |
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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8:18 pm
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Your Linguistic Profile:
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50% General American English |
35% Yankee |
15% Dixie |
0% Midwestern |
0% Upper Midwestern |
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| Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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12:10 am
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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1:01 pm - ridiculous quiz
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1. What is your name? Jackie
2. What color underwear are you wearing now? lavender
3. What are you listening to right now? Rancid-Let me go
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 59
5. What was the last thing you ate? utz potato chips
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? magenta
7. How is the weather right now? semi sunny
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Kim
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes or smile
10. Favorite Food? french fries(although unhealthy)
11. Favorite Drink? orange or grapefruit juice
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink? vodka
13. Favorite place to shop? salvation army or old navy
14. Hair color: dirty blonde
15. Eye Color: hazel
16. Do you wear contacts? Nope
17. Top or Bottom? huh???
18. Favorite Month? July
19. Favorite Fast Food? subway
20. Last Movie you Watched? The kimpossible movie
21. Favorite Day of the Year? Purim
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Usually
23. Summer or Winter? I like them both
24. Hugs or Kisses? Both
25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
26. What books are you reading? Shindler's List
27. Favorite TV Show? Degrassi the New Genereation
28. What's on your mouse pad?don't have mouse pad-have an optical mouse
29. Favorite board game? Monopoly
30. What did you do last night? passover seder
31. Favorite Author? Herman Wouk
32. Who inspires you? My dad and Golda meir
33. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? i like them all
34. Dogs or cats? doggies
35. Favorite Flower? sterling roses
36. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M.? Need a cigarette
37. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school? ocassionally
38. What's on your desk? papers, trinkets, everything
39. Rock Concert or symphony? rock concert
40. Play or Opera? play
41. Have you ever fired a gun? Yes
42. Do you like to travel by plane? it's lots of fun especially international flights cuz you get free alcohol
43. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right
44. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? chunky natural peanut butter
45. How many pillows so you sleep with? one
46. City and State you were born in? New Hartford,NY
47. Ever hitchhiked? yupsie-it is fun but can be dangerous
current music: The Gang's all here-dropkick murphys
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| Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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12:51 pm
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Stolen....
What time is it? 12:52pm
Nickname(s): jax,jackie,jacksie,jewy,jackson
Favorite food(s): Pizza, general tsos beancurd, berries
Eye color: Hazel
Place of birth: New Hartford, New York
Piercings: 2 in each ear, cartilage that closed up, eyebrow, belly button closed up
Ever been to Africa? No, but I would like to go, especially to South Africa
Ever been toilet papering? I' ve toilet papered someone in a relay race
Ever love someone so much it made you cry? Uhuh and I think it has made all my friends cry out of annoyance of having to hear about it so much..lol
Ever been in a car accident? Yeah, a couple, not all my fault
Favorite day of the week: hmmmmm...it changes weekly
Favorite restaurant(s): The Corner Pug, Hamas Chillis
Favorite flowers:
Favorite sport to watch: tennis, hockey, college basketball
Favorite drinks:
Disney or Warner Bros? Disney
CoffeeFavorite fast food restaurant: Wendy's or subway
Color of your bedroom carpet? beige
How many times did you fail your driver's test? haha.....no comment
Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? barbara
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Hot Topic
What you do most often when you are bored? read, mope, listen to music
Bedtime? whenever my head hits the pillow
Favorite TV shows: Family Guy, passions, Degrassi the Next Generation, Law and Order SVU
Last person you went out to dinner with: my parents
What are you listening to right now? Uptown Girl- Weezer version
What is your favorite color? blue, purple, pink, green
Lake, ocean, or river? ocean
How many tattoos do you have? None, against my religion
Favorite vacation destination? Israel
Book you are reading now? Push by Saphire
Who is the one person you love to shop with? my Het
Favorite Car? a car is a car is a car, as long as it gets you where you need to go it doesn't matter
Favorite sports moment? 1986 World Series, Met's won
Movie that you could watch over and over again? Breakfast at Tiffany's, A clockwork orange
Favorite band from the 80's? The Cure
Cancelled T.V. show you wish would come back? hmmm...I don't know
Favorite candy bar? Hersheys Take 5
Bar soap or liquid soap? body wash
Is the glass half-empty or half-full? Half the glass is missing but you still have half left
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| Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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| Friday, February 18th, 2005
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3:23 pm
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I found my license(it was somewhere in my car). Found my social security card(it was somewhwere in my room at my parents house, which I have not been at very much. things are looking up. Might have found second job(as first isn't enought to live on, so i'll have 2 jobs), found a couple cheap possible living situations, and things are set in motion for me to be a full-time student again next semester at SCSU. THe best part about being at your lowest is you can go nowhere,but up. About the cigarette, I have not quit, but cut down considerably. I think that is pretty good going from 1 pack a day to 2 packs a week.
current mood:  hopeful
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| Monday, February 7th, 2005
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4:21 am
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So here I am at almost 4:30 am, about as wide awake as you can be with a chest cold and 102 temp, as I slept most of the day. I am not quite sure what I have, but iam going to the doctor today and , actually slept at home tonight, whatever that is. I have made a concious and important decision since my lungs are pretty fucked up. i am going to quit smoking cigarettes. Let's see if I feel the same way once i am better. I atleast have to cut down extensively.
current mood:  uncomfortable
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| Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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8:45 am - ugggh
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Here I am at work on a sunday morning. There is not much to do at the WFC this morning ,except take hotline calls which I am not even certified for yet. We don't have the youth drop in on sundays. SO here I am violently sick sitting around doing nothing. I considered calling out sick, ut I need the hours. Well nothing else to say , but life is confusing.
current mood:  sick
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| Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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7:47 pm
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There are sometimes in your life, where you feel like nothing can ever be right. Well, hopefully tings will fall into palce. I don't feel like writing now, as I am exhauseted after working since 9am this morning in Meriden. Maybe i will update later, maybe not. We shall see.
current mood:  crappy
current music: Me and Julio down bvy the schoolyard- New York Voices
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| Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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1:34 am - I am almost 23!!!!!
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You Are 23 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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2:29 pm - complete weirdness
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Ehh life has been ok lately, been busy and such, but in a way it has been a bit mundane. I think there has just been the last of complete oddness and chaos that I have been accustomed too. You can imagined how intrigued I was at the converstaion I have just witnessed. I am on the computer at the library as I am waiting to visit one of my old schools at 3pm. On the computer next tom is this hugggggggggge guy(Guy 1). He is so big that I think is breats are as big as mine. He is probably around my age. Then this other guy (Guy 2)walks up to him(but I didn't know it was a guy at first as he had on sunglasses, weird clothes, and longish hair. I have no idea how old he was as he looks like one of those people who can be anywhere from 20 to 40 years old. So guy 1 says "hey man haven't seen you for a while, where have you been?" and Guy 2 says "Not sure. I just work up from like a 4 day high" At that moment I look up as the convo is getting interesting. So Guy 2 looks at me and apologizes and says"sorry ,i should prolly not be talking about that in the library. I go back to what i was doing and Guy 1 asks Guy 2 how things have been. Guy 2 say Okay.I think I screwed someone. I am not not sure though. So guy one is like "really??"then realizes I am there and says this is impolite, not in front of the lady. So they decide to go outside. I was alittle bit disappointed as I was getting fascinated by this convo. As they areleaving Guy 2 say "don't worry I am sure I used protection"(how the fuck does he know if he doesn't he remember if he did anything???)and Guy 1 says "shhhh, not in here. Then they were gone. Well I have a busy rest of the day so I should go, but I just wanted to share this antecdote.
current mood:  amused
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| Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
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1:10 am - What is the point?????
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I am beginning to wonder what my greater purpose is. Ok, I know this is very clique-ish and that I am also not the only one who has ever felt this way. I am really trying to sort things out in my life though, although I guess I have really being attempting this task for years in some sense or another. It is just I feel like I am some sort of standstill. I am not really making much progress(at least it does not feel that way) but I am not really taking any steps backwards. I believe that in some ways I have made much headway but in other ways I have just fell behind, which has in turn trapped me in the middle of nowhere. I am searching for something, something that seems completely unattainable. But, wait. How do I know what I want is unattainable if I can not really pinpoint what I want. I have a basic idea. I want to graduate college, want to make some positive contributions to society and to help people, I want to be able to pay off some current financial debts,I would like to have perfect(or almost perfect) emotional and physical health, and I am actually believe that I may want to find true love(whatevr that is). This all seems like a hefty plight though, and if I am able to achieve a good amount of these things, what will I have to look forward too. I know many people who pretty much have everything they want in life, but then they fuck up and lose it all, just because they made one stupid choice, because they were not satisfied with how easy there life had become and were searching for the newest adventure. I also know that pining for your past or the way things were before, does not achieve anything. Also memories are often fonder than the truth. A couple of days ago I was looking at a picture of myself from when I was seventeen,just after my sister Rachel was born. I saw how perfect my hair looked. I saw that I was thinner than I am now. Then I thought carefully about that point in my life. I had been kicked out of boarding school a month before that,was detoxing from a cocktail of different drugs,getting over one of my bouts of anorexia/bulimia, and had to stay home for a month before a new semester started at public school. I did not think I was going to be able to graduate that year. My mom almost died in the bathroom while going into premature labor(she had placenta previa and they were able to stop the labor). The picture shows me smiling happily with my father and newborn sister. At that point I had just started school at Hall, was dealing with most of my problems,and was applying to colleges. This was less than 2 months after I had left the Winchendon School.Things weren't perfect. i hadn't been in the public school system for years and all the seniors were ready to move on, so all my friends were younger. I had to reaclamate myself my life to life back home. It was actually pretty weird. Every other second semester high school senior had already gotten in to their college of choice and was blowing of studying to party. Myself on the other hand was still applying to and visit coleges as I had put it off, had given up drugs, alcohol and even smoking cigarettes, and was working my ass off. It paid off though and I graduated that June and went to college(Bay Path College-another completely different story)in the fall. The purpose of this little antecdote is thinking about this experience has helped me to realize that life is never perfect and we have to approach each roadblock as it comes. I have gotten through things before, and I can get through it again. When I look at some of my current situations i realize that they could be worse. I also have to look at what i do have in my life. I have some good friends who have really proven themselves to care about me and I have done the same. I have a family, that no matter how closed minded and frustating they seem, have been really been supportive of me. Now I have even sort have put things together so I have a great place to live, 3 jobs and and ttaking classes for the next semester. I know things are not perfectly ideal , but they as good as they are going to get for now, and I can now work towards what may seem unattainable, but who knows.
current mood: optimistic
current music: God Save the Queen-The sex pistols
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| Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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8:55 pm - blah blah blah
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I hate snow. I was supposed to go to Meriden this evening for Americorps training, but it was canceled because of the weather. Now I am pretty much stranded at home becvause I do not feel like driving anywhere in this weather, nor does anyone else. I went out awhile ago to get some cigs and my car slip do a 90 degree turn into the middle of the road. Vey scary. Eh not much else to say for the moment. i am going to go upstairs now and watch Garden State with Steph and Dave. Oh here is a little thing
 | You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.
Marijuana | | 75% | Inhalents | | 63% | Cocaine | | 56% | Ecstacy | | 56% | Mushrooms | | 50% | Alcohol | | 50% | None! | | 44% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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current mood:  listless
current music: Satisaction-Rolling Stones
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| Monday, January 10th, 2005
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1:05 pm - so here are some stupid memmes thta are somewhat applicable to me
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So i have to g to work in New Haven soon, but thought i would post some silly memes first.
You Know You're Jewish When.... |
You spent your entire childhood thinking everyone called pot roast "brisket."
You grew up thinking it was normal for someone to shout "Are you okay? Are you okay?" through the bathroom door when you were in there longer than 3 minutes.
Your family dog responded to commands in Yiddish.
Every Saturday morning your father went to the neighborhood deli (called an "appetizing store") for whitefish salad, whitefish ("chubs"), lox (nova if you were rich!), herring, corned beef, roast beef, cole slaw, potato salad, a 1/2-dozen huge barrel pickles, a dozen assorted bagels, cream cheese and rye bread (sliced while he waited) .. all of which would be strictly off-limits until Sunday morning.
Every Sunday afternoon was spent visiting your grandparents and/or other relatives.
You experienced the phenomenon of 50 people fitting into a 10-foot-wide dining room hitting each other with plastic plates trying to get to a deli tray.
You had at least one female relative who penciled on eyebrows which were always asymmetrical.
You thought pasta was stuff used exclusively for Kugel and kasha with bowties.
You were as tall as your grandmother by the age of seven.
You were as tall as your grandfather by the age seven and a half.
You never knew anyone whose last name didn't end in one of 5 standard suffixes (berg, baum, man, stein and witz.)
You were surprised to discover that wine doesn't always taste like cranberry sauce.
You can look at gefilte fish and not turn green.
Your mother smacked you really hard and continues to make you feel bad for hurting her hand.
You can understand Yiddish but you can't speak it.
You know how to pronounce numerous Yiddish words and use them correctly in context, yet you don't exactly know what they mean. Kinahurra.
You're still angry at your parents for not speaking both Yiddish and English to you when you were a baby.
You have at least one ancestor who is somehow related to your spouse's ancestor.
Your grandparent's newly washed linoleum floor was covered with the NY Times, which your grandparents could not read.
You thought speaking loud was normal.
You considered your Bar or Bat Mitzvah a "Get Out of Hebrew School Free" card.
You think eating half a jar of dill pickles is a wholesome snack.
You're compelled to mention your grandmother's "steel cannonballs" upon seeing fluffy matzo balls served at restaurants.
You buy 3 shopping bags worth of hot bagels on every trip to NYC and ship them home via FedEx. (Or, if you live near NYC or Philadelphia or another Jewish city hub, you drive 3 hours just to buy a dozen "real" bagels.)
Your mother took personal pride when a Jew was noted for some accomplishment (showbiz, medicine, politics, etc.) and was ashamed and embarrassed when a Jew was accused of a crime .. as if they were relatives.
You thought sleepaway college was only where non-Jews went ... Jews went to city schools ... unless they had scholarships or made an Ivy League school.
And finally, you knew that Sunday night and the night after any Jewish holiday was designated for Chinese food.
You're proud to be Jewish - and you pass these jokes on to all your Jewish friends! |
You Know You're a Pothead When... |
You think the song "Truckin'" by the Grateful Dead should replace the national anthem.
Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.
Your bong is taller than your dog.
It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.
You set your wedding date for 4/20.
You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.
You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.
You start every sentence with - uhhh!.
You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because you don't have money to buy fireworks.
You eat at Taco Bell more than 8 times a week.
You wear sunglasses at night, and see better.
You go to the corner store and the clerk automatically tosses a pack of rolling papers on the counter.
Your pot tray is fuller than your refrigerator.
Your bong gets washed more than your dishes.
You sell your car for gas money
You are the only tobacco smoker in the room and you look at the cigarette in the ashtray and ask, "Is that my cigarette?"
You're eating something on your way home thinking about what you're gonna eat when you get home!
Every cylinderical object you see, turns into plans on a new smoking device....
Just to be religous, you observe 4:20 in every time zone.
Someone has ever come up to you on the street and said "Hi" and you said "Yep."
You thought the ebola virus was a type of weed.
You think being stoned to death would be a damn good way to go out.
You have ever smoked pot before 8 o'clock in the morning.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other pothead friends.
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current mood:  mellow
current music: Girl-The Beatles
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| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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8:21 pm - Finally updating
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So I am fucking exhausted. I just got home from my new prospective nanny job in Woodbridge. This week i am commuting there in the afternoons this week and if it works out I will be there permanently, working there during afternoons and Saturday evening. I will be getting paid separetely to baby-sit her friend's baby a few days a week. I also got a part-time AmeriCorps position in Meriden at the Women and Family Center, doing a youth drop in and sexual assault hotline. On top of that I am taking classes and plan on getting some partying in. So far this break as been an intriguing combination of mundane and overly stimulating. I came home from school very frustrated, depressed and confused. There were many different situations, both trivial and significant on my mind. I will have to admit that one of these situations , something Meagan said was very helpful."Do not make someone your priority when you are only one of their options." This advice was suprising because as she said she does not always listen to this statement herself. I do not remember much about my first week home except I got togetehr with Het, who is home on break from school in tennessee. I find it quite fascinating how close we have remained over the years even though we have chosen to completely different paths. I also got together with Raisin that first week. I haven't seen that girl in almost a year. She is completely fun and crazy and actually very much like alot of my current fiends. On Christmas eve, I went over to the Schiffman's with my family for a Festivus/Shabbat celebration. It was very nice. I got to see Kim D. who i haven't seen in a while and got to hang out with Sarah S. who I haven't really talked to since the good old days at Camp Simchat Yeladim. We reminisced about camp, talked about jobs, she gave me advice about quitting smoking cigs which she did a year ago and i am seriously trying (but failing to do now) sad it was that my sister Steph and her brother did not stay together. i was a good girl thouh and did not mention that my sister as a new boyfriend. The next day I went out for Chinese with my Daddy, a common jewish Christmas tradition. The next day my 12 year old cousin Jonny came to vist from new yorfor a couple days. It was very fun, he is not your typical 12 year old boy though as he likes to dance, play with my five year old sister and gossip with my grandmother. That Monday we went swimming and then to the science center, and I forgot my phone. When I got back I found an unexpected message from the person that the whole "priority advice" pertained to. I called him back, but he didn't pick up. Eh, who really cares though. I ended up seeing him later in the week anyway. On Friday after my interview in Woodbridge, I went to get my eyebrows done at the Shaw's plaza in Hamden. Then I ended up meeting Billy for a cigarette as he was on brek from Shaw's. I always enjoy seeing him, he is a very good kid, and alot of fun. Then I went to Bridgeport to hang out with Tara for New Year's eve. We wnent to a diner, went to the mall, and then met Sarah in a parking lot to hang out a bit. Tara and I played around with several options on what to do that evening and finally ended up in Hamden at a party at Billy's that we were both invited to. Wow.............................What an interesting even. It was nice and relaxing, but felt a little bit like something from the Twilight Zone. Maybe it was the activities or the company, interesting mix of people, but yeah that is all I will say about that, except that that night definitely helped me get over certain things. Early that morning, about 3am , tara and I drove back to Bridgeport where I stayed the night. It was nice seeing her as it was the only time we both had the chance to get together during break so far. Then the next morning or early afternoon we went out to Galaxy for breakfat/lunch, and I brought her to work the next day. This week has been spent doing laundry, commuting to Woodbridge to work, and other stuff such as hanging out with Jess. Alot of other things have happened during break, but some I don't remeber,some I don't want to talk about, and I am very tired. besides this entry for surpasses any of my other recent entries in length and I think you are all tireds hearing about my life. The only other thing I have to say is thisa break has given me alot of insight, helped to realize a lot of things such as who is really there for me,and that I am a worthwhile being capable of much good.
Well...Shalom all
current mood:  exhausted
current music: Let me Go-Rancid
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| Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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logical or intuitive – intuitive
social or loner – social
kinky or vanilla – vanilla kinky
cute or sophisticated – cute
dominant or submissive – submissive
kitten or puppy – puppy
warm flannel sheets or sleek satin – warm flannel in winter and sleek satin in summer
leader or follower – little bit of both
quiet or talkative – talkative and quiet...depends on mood and substance
spontaneous or planned – spontaneous
jealous or vengeful – jealous but that could lead to vengeful
smart or intelligent – intelligent
hugger or kisser – hugger
observant or unaware – so observant about some things which makes me completely unaware of everything else
introvert or extrovert – extrovert/introvert(depends on circumstances and company)
confident or unsure – unsure mostly...but sometimes confident
unsettled or content – unsettled
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:(wow there are much more though...(Kandy Krackhead,wackiejackie,jax,Yaakovah,Poppins)
1. Jackie
2. Jaclyn
3. Kovah
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. jsparkles3
2. jsparkles317
3. jsparkles11
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. East European Jewish(ashkenazi)
2. sephardic Jew(mediteranean)
3. American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. getting into serious car accidents
2. that I will never find true love(only cared about this within last couple months, never bothered me before)
3. that I will never graduate from college
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. showering
2. Orange Juice
3. cigarettes(cutting down though,plan to quit within 6 months)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans
2. pink tank top
3. maroon hoodie
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS/ARTISTS RIGHT NOW:
1. Rancid
2. Yidcore
3. Le Tigre
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. The Reasons-The Weakerthans
2. I getby with a Little help from my friends-the Beatles
3. I Like Fucking (Bikini Kill)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get my own apartment
2. go back to school full-time
3. being more confident
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (besides love):
1. emotional connection
2. Loyalty/Trust
3. good sex
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: (you will just have to figure out which is which)
1. i like tofu.
2. I hate men.
3. I am frustrated by men.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (or same) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. cleanliness
3. Smile
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T SEEM TO DO:
1. be a good driver
2. be a sucessful match-maker
3. be in a relationship with or get a crush on someone who is sane(or at least a tiny bit sane)
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. walking
2. kickboxing
3. Reading
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. smoke and not cigarettes
2. go to Israel
3. finalize my plans for next semester
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. non-profit public administration
2. social worker
3. advocate
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Montreal(again and plan to go in March)
2. Europe(especially England, Amsterdam,and Eastern Europe)
3. Israel(again)
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Ayelet(girl)
2. Avital(girl)
3. Roi(Ro-ee) (boy)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get published in Heeb or Bust or hopefully both
2. Graduate from college
3. make a positive difference in alot of people's lives
current mood: worried
current music: Brown-eyed girl-Lagwagon
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